I finally realised that i was wasting all my time beseeching and emploring you to understand my mind for you don't care you've had your fun and i'm a consequence and though my life has been destroyed i have no sound defence for you have made of me a lamb a sacrificial fool a cast-off wasted monument to men who are but tools for each and every wanton slut who's fickle short-term lust has made of us a piece of meat and turned our hearts to dust